Thursday, December 29, 2011



Just you wait Masturbator!  I was just like you once, a guy addicted to masturbating.  But my addiction got worse and worse, and before I knew it I became so obsessed with tits I wanted my own.  It was a masturbator’s dream come true!  I could goon to my own body!  It made me so hot, I kept making myself prettier and prettier, but the sexier I became, the harder it got for me to cum.  But I was still addicted to squirting penises.  So I started making other cocks cum instead of my own.  Now look at me.  I just sucked a guy during his lunch break, and 4 loads are still leaking out of my ass from last night!  I can’t stop!  I want cock.  I want cum.  I’m a cum pig and I love it!  It only took me two short years to get like this.  Two short years!  Just you wait, Masturbator!

Thursday, December 15, 2011



He had dreamed of being taken.. but this.. this was so total, so complete.  he knew he couldn’t resist, even if he wanted to.  She was so powerful.  He was so out of control it made him… made him…. Hers.  Of course.  At that precise moment he knew he had to serve.  Now and forever.

Thursday, December 8, 2011



In a Mistress's words...


Ladies, this is a highly recommended punishment / training tool for miscreant gurls, I find 30 minutes in the corner with this stretching my gurls hole has a wonderful effect on obedience. Note that as she tires in her heels and starts to sink a little she impales herself deeper on her anal probe so causing her to straighten up and remember the error of her ways before the cycle repeats again and again. I suppose some gurls might relish the opportunity to penetrate themselves on such a device and if this is the case then you must use a much larger dildo so it isn’t enjoyable or, if your gurl is a real cock slut, then this isn’t the device for you….. there must never be any topping from the bottom, gurls aren’t allowed things they enjoy.

Thursday, December 1, 2011




Do you honestly think I tied you up like that so I could just suck your pathetic cock till you came? You idiot, I am going to play with you and see how much my pathetic slave can handle, see if he is a real man and can take orders from Mistress, see if he can be a good boy and do as he told while Mistress plays and plays.

Wednesday, November 23, 2011



Very good my naughty boy, yes, call me Mistress, call me Mistress and tell me who is in control?

Wednesday, November 16, 2011



I think that this one speaks for itself.  I have been there.  And I couldn't agree more.  It makes me moan every time.  Aaaaaah yesss.

Wednesday, November 9, 2011



Look how cute these two are dressed.  I wouldn't mind being dressed up like this.  They seem so happy to be sissies for their wives.  Count me in please!

Wednesday, November 2, 2011



This pic is soooo sexy!  There are so many things that I love about this pic...  Let me list a few of them.

First, that the Mistress is in control of both of them.  And look how cute she is dressed.  Second, that they are in such a sexy bondage situation.  And las,t that I just Looove the outfit that they are wearing.  Those purple satin maids uniforms are absolutely delightful.  I would just be in heaven in this.    MMMmmmmmph.

Thursday, October 20, 2011





Welcome home my pet.  It seems you have been a naughty boy, yes you have, I know all about that porno movie you were watching last night on the computer.  Now, you know the rules honey, you do something like that with out permission, and well, I get to do something to you with out permission.  So, I suggest you go to the bedroom, get naked and lay down on the bed.  I have the leather restraints waiting there to tie you up….oh, and honey, the movie you watched said it was 2 hours long, so I guess I get to use you for 4.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Yellow Outfit



A little fun on Saturday night...

Mistress was going to be working late on Saturday.  I was also at work.  But I was working an early shift.  She text me at work.  And asked if I had a yellow dress or a top and skirt to wear.  I text back that I had a skirt and top that was yellow.  She said that would be fine.  And said that she wanted to see me wearing that when she walked in from work.  I was really excited that she had wanted me to get dressed up for her.


Later that afternoon she text me again.  This time she said she wanted me to have all my makeup on.  And to  have my wrist and ankle cuffs on when she walked in.  She also said to have ready spanking paddles and the electro shock ready.  I almost creamed my panties at reading this.

So I started getting ready very early.  Because I am not very good at putting on my own makeup.  I laid out everything that we might need for playtime.  Then,  I showered, perfumed, got dressed, and put on my makeup.  It took a long time and was not as good as I would of liked.  But it would have to do.  She would be coming in any minute.

When she arrived she complimented me on my makeup.  She said I looked pretty.  That made me feel really  special.  She said "I want to take a few pictures of you." Of coarse I agreed.

After our photo session.  She said that she had originally planned on tying me up for a while, and watching me squirm around.  But she was really horny.  And wanted to get down to business right now.  I was all for that.  I soooo wanted to taste her sweet juices.  So into the bedroom we go.

I put on some sexy music while she got undressed.  She was wearing a sexy black bra.  And black and red lace boyshorts.  That showed off her nice round ass.  I melted when I saw her.  So sexy.

She came up behind me and started playing with my chastity.  She told me to lean over the end of the bed.  And she started going down the line of using different paddles on me.  Each one had a slightly different feel to it.

Then she told me to lie on the bed with my head slightly hanging over the end of the bed.  She came around to my feet area.  With the electro shock pads in her hands.  She told me to lift my ass off the bed.  She then proceeded to put the pads on my ass.  One on each cheek.  I settled back down on the bed and she turned on the machine.  So now every second or so I was getting shocked.

She then came around to my where my head was at an angle hanging off the bed.   With her panties still on she lowered her beautiful pussy down onto my face.  I was in heaven at this point.  She would settle down on me for a bit.  Then give me a little air.  And then return to my face.

She then told me to move onto the bed the rest of the way.  She took off her panties and climbed all the way  on me.  My wrist and ankles still shackled.  Somehow she started sucking on one of my fingers while I was  licking her.  After awhile she started shaking.  And I new it wouldn't be long...  Then she started screaming and moaning like I've never heard before.  Her orgasm seemed to last forever.

Shortly after that she brought out the key and took off the the top of my chastity. So with the base of my chastity still on.  The electro shock pads still shocking my bum.  She lowered herself onto me again.  So I could lick her juices clean.  Then she started to give me oral.  Needless to say it didn't take long before I was screaming just like she was moments earlier.  That was one of the most explosive orgasms I've ever had.

 She said "Sissy did a good job of pleasing me tonight."  She then got up and walked out.  I got up.  And cleaned everything up.  Still weak kneed from the experience.  I don't know if I will ever be able to duplicate that again.  But I sure hope to.

 

Thursday, October 13, 2011

That’s it slave, yes slave, you can crawl to me, you can crawl to me and call me Mistress, now crawl to me and worship my boots.  If you do a good enough job, I may let you touch this later, but it will take a lot of hard work

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Welcome home honey.   I was wondering why you were so late.  Did you stop at the store on your way home or were you working?   Or perhaps you were out drinking with your friends again.  Oh, the outfit, well, let’s just say I saw something on your computer today that gave me a few ideas.  Seems you have not been telling me the truth about what your fantasies are, and I am going to have to correct that tonight. On your knees slave, now.

Monday, May 16, 2011

Sweet Dreams

Sometimes I just don't want to wake up in the morning.  Sometimes it's because I don't want to go to work.  But sometimes it's because I'm having a really interesting dream.  Let me tell you about two dreams that I had recently.

The first one I started out being dresses feminine.  That's a usual occurrence  for me...  Then all of a sudden I was naked.  Somehow I started to suck on my own penis.  Which was a really strange sensation.  Then my penis started to grow even bigger.  It must of been 2 foot long.  I then had both hands on it. And stroking it. While I was still sucking on it.  Or should I say deep throating it.  Shortly after that I started to orgasm.  And yes, I had a wet dream.  

The second one was a rather long one.  I won't go into all the events.  But it did have me travel down towards the center of the earth.  Then with a volcanic eruption, while being under water thrust back up to the surface.  Shortly after that it really got interesting.  I was flirting with two girls.  One was more dominate than the other.  They were both incredibly beautiful.  The dominant one in particular had a big perfect ass.  I wanted her so bad.  But she said that that I could only use my tongue to touch her.  And I could only lick her ass.  So while I licked her ass the other girl was sucking on my fingers.  This went on for a long time until I woke up.

It's interesting to me how strong those sensations are.  And how real it feels at the time.

So I hope you have some sweet dreams too.  Because I know I will.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

A Saturday Afternoon

A Saturday afternoon can be spent many different ways.  Here is one of my favorite ways of relaxing the day away.

First is the outfit.  It is important to look your best when you are getting ready for a bondage session.  I have my larger size boobies on.  One of the advantages of being a sissy is that I can choose to have big boobies or smaller boobies.  Depending on the occasion.  My Mistress likes both.

I have on a baby blue t-shirt .  A yellow garter belt.  Cherry thigh-highs.  Cute little black shoes.  A black corset.  A yellow mini skirt.  And of coarse my chastity is on.

Mistress always starts things off with lots of kisses, and heavy petting.  It gets both of us going in a big way, before we get into the real fun.  The problem with that is. Having a chastity on while this is going on is very frustrating.  She knows this.  And enjoys it.

Right before the bondage begins the skirt comes off.  And by this time my little pussy is bright purple and straining to escape.  No hope of release yet.

It starts with a ball gag.  I like the pink one.  mmmm  Then the neck collar.  It's thick, with lots of places to fasten  things.  It also locks.  The bondage mittens are next.  I love that feeling of having my hands completely encased.  The bondage mittens are secured to the collar in back by a strap.  Next she positions me into a metal ankle restraints.  Then comes the rubber hood.  She carefully positions it on me.  Making sure the breathing holes are in the right place.  Then she zips up the back.  Finally she starts to pump up the hood.  Now I'm in total darkness.  And I can feel the tightness of the hood pushing all around my head.  It is a wonderful breathe taking experience.  Literally.

Last she puts some electric pads on my ass.  And turns on the current.  I can feel the electricity moving my muscles uncontrollably.  It takes a few minutes to settle down and get my breathing comfortable.  But then I relax into it.  And it feels like a warm hug around me.  I love bondage.

Mistress has left me alone there to enjoy myself.  She is not in the room with me.  But I know she is close enough to here my moans.  Eventually after a while it becomes increasingly difficult to balance.  Perhaps Mistress forgot that I was wearing heels.

I produce a few loud moans and she comes to check on me.  She makes the adjustment of tying my neck collar to a bar overhead to help secure my balance.  It makes me much more stable.  Now I'm able to rock back and forth finding a comfortable way to stand.  She also takes the electric pads off.  And while doing so gives me a little spanking to remember her by.  She then leaves me again.

Mistress was nice enough to leave the music on while she is gone.  My arms start to ache.  My feet start to hurt.  But I don't want to call her until I have too.  I can feel my hood filling up with my spit.  I can't hang on much longer...  Then finally I give in.  I can't go any longer.  I moan loudly again.  She asks me if I've had enough.  I shake my head yes.

The session only lasted a little over an hour.  But I'm completely spent.  I feel numb all over.  When she releases me.  I just hug her for a while trying to get my senses back.





We then take a short break and get some fluids.  After that we went and made love.  She eventually took off my chastity after I had pleased her and she had teased me to insanity.  I was dripping all over the place.  I almost cried at that point.  I was so happy.  My Mistress has truly made me one lucky sissy.  I love her so much.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

History

Shawna Steel didn't have a name until about a year ago.  I wanted to join Facebook so I had to come up with something.  Oh sure, I've been dressing up since I was a kid.  But I never bothered with a name.  I've been deleted off of FB twice now.  So this third time, I decided that I would just have to express my naughty side  somewhere else.  Perhaps a Blog.

I'm happily married.  Have been for a long time now...  My wife has always known that I dressed up.  But I never tried to throw it in her face either.  So she let me do my thing in private.  And we went on for many years that way.  Then I expressed to her that I would like her to be more of a Mistress to me.  I have always had dreams about being dominated by women...  We did that for a short time.  Then life got in the way.  And it stopped.

Then last year with Shawna getting a lot of attention from Facebook people things changed. She became more interested in the role of Mistress.  She started to understand the importance of me being Shawna.  I have to say that I always feel incredibly guilty about even introducing  being a Mistress, or bondage or dressing up.  Because my wife is a beautiful innocent southern girl.  And before me, never had any interest whatsoever in this life.  I feel that I have corrupted her.  It's true that many of us find the vanilla lifestyle so boring.  But lets face it.  There isn't anything wrong with being vanilla.

So we started playing games.  Dressing up together.  Bondage fun.

Some things that I've learned...  I actually feel more confused now than ever before... Let me explain.  I feel that my body goes in cycles.  There are times when I feel ultra feminine.  And there are times when I feel very masculine.  I always thought that I was extremely submissive.  But I have discovered that sometimes I like to dominate my wife.  Sexually I mean.  Our marriage is a 50/50 situation.  And I wouldn't want to change that.

But I don't know if there should be a progression into something more.  Or keep things the way they are.  Don't get me wrong I love bondage.  When we have a session, we both have mind blowing orgasms.  I mean to me, it doesn't get much better than that.

Then I read some of these FLR stories... It sounds like my dream come true.  But then I wonder if that would make me any more happy than I am now.  I'm not sure that it would.  Or maybe I'm scared to make that next step.  

Friday, April 15, 2011

Dreams

My dreams have always been so very vivid. The first time that I ever dressed up was in a dream.  I was putting on a leotard.  In the dream as I was putting it on.  Pulling it slowly up my legs.  It felt almost electric.  It was truly an amazing feeling.  Shortly thereafter I was able to put a leotard on... And it felt the same way as it did in the dream.  Electric.

I've had so many dreams being dressed up as a woman.  But that's not all.  Sometimes I am a woman.  Those are sometimes difficult dreams to wake up from.  To be this one person that feels so real at the time.  That feels so right.  And then to wake up.  And be a completely different person is a little hard to adjust to.

I was also introduced to many different kinds of bondage in my dreams.  Lots of different positions to try out.  Or different situations to get into.  And then see if I could get out of it.

I don't know why I have these dreams.  But I've had thousands of them.  They have been an inspiration to me.  To try new things, and explore the unknown.